Sorry Darling

05/11/09

Illness-
This is the only thing that I can’t choose in my life. I was born with it, and was forced to live with it. I know he doesn’t mind, but I do mind, if my condition were to affect him, causing him to worry and feel stress. I heard he sighed when he knew my health condition, I felt my heartache, it’s even painful than my joints. I started to regret, for decided to let him love me. Does he know? I don’t mind to leave his world, if there is another healthy girl who can take good care of him and live with him until the end. Because I love this man too much that I just want to see him happy, for that I willing to do anything…