Night Mare

22/03/2010

Dream-
Tonight I dreamed of something terrible, I saw that my beloved man cheated on me.. There were different girls he brought back to our room.. They were lying on our bed .. I can't really remember the scene. The only thing which is so strong was the feeling of heartbreak, when I saw them staring at me, I felt my heart was being pierced by a sharp knife, and I could hardly breath..

I decided to leave him, though he begged me to stay.. 'I don't want you anymore!' I said to him, with extreme frustration...I felt very very sad.. The feeling was so strong that made me awake..

Once I opened my eyes, I saw him still sleeping beside me, with his arms cuddling me.. I smiled to myself, what a stupid dream! I know for sure, this day will never come, he will never treat me like that.. because he used to say, I'm the person he loves and cares most.. I know he will never want to see me feeling sad..

I continued sleeping, decided to tell him this funny dream when we wake up together in the morning.. ^^

Decided to..

16/03/2010

Question-Recently, I've been quite close to his best friend, as we have similar topics and same hobby.. His friend is a very handsome and outgoing guy, he cares for me a lot, and we spend most of the time together when he been to work..

Until one day, he told me, he think his friend is falling in love with me.. I was very shocked as I never expect this to be happened..He asked me, what would I do, if his friend asked me to give him a chance.. 'What you want me to do?' I throw the question back to him.. He said, he didn't know.. But,I saw sadness in his eyes..

'I don't like him, no matter how many guys coming around, I won't like them too..' I told him, with smile.. I know for sure, there won't be any other guys who can treat me better than him.. And another thing I didn't tell him, is that he is the only one I love, and I have decided to love him, til the end of my life... :)

Best thing in my life

12/03/2010

There is something I want to remember in my life, to cherish a man who loves me so much and treats me so well..

That was a real busy day, which i suddenly have to rush back to Cheras from my hometown Alor Star. All the bad things came together and that was the worst day I've ever encountered. While I have to be in the hospital early in the morning on the second day, the flight tickets were no longer available, and I found out my friend was actually taking me for a ride, which really got me out of my head. Thus, with no other option, I was forced to take the express bus which I hate most. I departed at night, predicted to reach the Pudu Raya bus station around 2 to 3 in the morning. I was truly reluctant and desperate.. first and foremost, the long hours journey will make my joints become worse, secondly, the bus station is a very terrible and horrible place, especially in the early morning, where there are always unpredictable dangers hiding behind you.

Out of desperate, I told him about the whole situation. He asked me not to worry, and promised to fetch me from the bus station once I reach. Since the arrival time is totally unpredictable, he afraid he might not be able to wake up on time. Thus, he decided to stay awake for the whole night, and gave me a call infrequently to trace the location I was on. Finally, it was around 3am when I arrived, he fetched me all the way back to my hostel.

Who knows, there was another trouble occurred, my car which I left in my hostel throughout the holiday was unable to start!! Luckily he was there, helping me to check for the problem and found out that was because of the battery. It was truly a big trouble for me, as I don't know how to get to a mechanical shop to buy a new battery, and next even if I already bought the battery, how could I change it with the old one.. But the troubles were all solved by itself, when he told me he'll help me to fix everything. After that, he helped me to carry all the stuffs up to my room, which is on the third floor, though he was really tired..He sighed a lot, I teased him by asking what for he sigh? while I am the owner of the car, and yet I still feel so relaxing. He looked at me and sighed again, said that my problems are all becoming his.. ^^

After a few days, my friend told me she encountered the same situation too, but she faced a lot of problems when she had to fix the battery issue by herself, without anyone beside her.. I think I must be truly blessed to have such a nice man in my life, giving me all his love and protection, as if my guardian angel.. As long as he is by my side, I have nothing to worry..

With proud, I wish to announce to the world,
The Best Thing of My Life, is that I have Found You.. :)

Because..

01/03/2010

New House-Finally, we moved into the new house. Remember few weeks earlier, a night before we slept, he hold me in his arms and told me we are going to move into the new house, which is very big with nice view.. With joy, he described to me every part of the new house..the room and bathroom inside, the living room, the balcony, the kitchen..'What do you think, dear?'He asked. I smiled to him, 'As you like,darling.' I said, and closed my eyes...I did not want to make any comment, because the house has nothing to do with me, it was given to him by the club. I feel glad that he decided to discuss with me and always tell me everything happens around him, as if I'm a very important person, whom he wants to share his life with..

That was a busy day, for him at least, to drive down kl looking for new furniture, then rush back to pack and move stuffs from one house to another. He came back around 9pm, his voice following the door-opening sound, calling me come out for dinner. I walked out from the room, noticed 2 sets of Mc.Donald on the dining table.. While eating, I asked him where are the other friends, do they want to eat as well? He said all of them finished their meals in the car. 'Why you didn't eat in the car as well?' I felt sorry seeing his reckless and hungry face.. 'Because I'm your boyfriend.' He turned to his back, washing the cutlery.. Because he didn't want his girlfriend to have dinner alone at home.. He didn't notice that I was smiling sweetly. The food was cold, but I felt very warm inside..