Part of Me

17/07/2010

Intimacy-Tonight, we experienced our first intimacy... Actually it's not really our first time, but it was the first that he leave part of him inside my body.. He kissed me on my forehead before sleep.. Looking at this man, I really wish to tell him how much I love him, that I willing to do so with all my heart, to be a girl who totally belongs to him.

On the second day, he saw me suffering from nausea and abdominal discomfort, he was truly anxious and worried, blamed that the emergency pill was a terrible one, with so many side effects..Seeing his angry face, I just felt funny..In fact I knew it from the start, but I never regret to do so.. Because it is all for the man I love, and who loves me so much too..

And I never expect that he will tell me something so sweet..
"Dear, I felt that you have become part of me.." he said.. :)

Brighten up my life

17/07/10

Thinking of the Past-
This weekend I stayed alone in my room, reminding me my past old life, when I was still single.. which I wake up seeing no one beside, had my breakfast alone, watched movie and laughed to myself, studied in front of laptop, drove out alone to get my lunch or dinner.. The room was always silent, so I played the music all the time, though they were always the same old songs from my laptop.. Sometimes I didn't say a single word throughout the day, sometimes I did, perhaps with my mum in the phone, or with the hawker when I packed my meal..There used to be many things running inside my mind, sometimes while driving, I might think, let say I suddenly disappear from the world, do you think anyone will notice it?? But somehow or rather, once a time I used to adapt to this kind of life, by living alone in one corner of the world.. Slowly and eventually.. I adapted it without any complaint..

Until the day I met my Mr.R, my life has totally changed.. I found my life is fully occupied, with studies and clinical work in hospital during the day, and sweet dating in some lovely evening.. Then we'll spend our weekends together, stuck with each others for the precious 48 hours.. We cuddling together for movie, playing around and tickling each others, telling funny stories in our lives, having warm shower together in the bath tub, holding hands when sleep, morning kissing once awake.. Everything is just fantastic when we are together, and those are the happiest moment throughout my four years time in this busy city fulled of hustle and bustle..

Thanks God for bringing such a wonderful person into my life.. ^^

Love to be pampered

10/07/10

Key-Morning, he drove me and one of his friend to work..
Just about to reach, he touched his pocket and found no key, then he turned to his friend and asked him whether he is holding his office key..I was thinking maybe they forgot to bring the key or what..

Never expect that when his friend took out the key, what he told him was to pass the key to me.. Both his friend and I was wondering, what was it for.. And he said, 'So that she no need to walk too far.' He dropped me right in front of the club, while they drove to the parking lot which was some distance away..

Seeing his act, I just feel so sweet! How nice, to have such a considerate and lovely man.. And I just, love to be pampered by him!! ^^