Careless

09/04/2010

Accident- Undeniably, I'm a very careless girl..I didn't know what was going wrong, when I accidentally slipped and fell down from the staircases in front of his apartment. He was very shocked and nervous, quickly hold me and helped me to stand, though there were lot of stuffs in his hands..Along the way back to the house, nearly hundred times he asked me whether there was any pain.. Though I told him many times that I was alright, still he looked at my face in a very close distance, wanted to see whether I was in pain or not..

He frowned and sighed for the whole night, told me he was frightened by me.. Once we reached, he immediately lifted up my trousers, kneel down to look for any injury of my legs.. Looking at his anxious face, suddenly I felt so warm and grateful, to have a man who loves and cares for me so much..

Days after that, whenever we walked across the staircases again, he will pay much attention on me, hold me tight and watched my steps, make sure that the careless girl beside him will never fall down again.. :)

I love..

I love the way we finish each other's sentences.
I love the way I know you'll never give up on me.
I love the fact that I wouldn't ever give up on you.
I love the way you look at me.
I love how beautiful your eyes are.
I love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life.
I love the way if we were ever separated I wouldn't know how to go on.
I love the way we cuddle and watch sunsets together.
I love how I know you'll always be there when I need you to be.
I love the fact that I will always be there for you too.
I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you.
I love how complete I feel when I am with you.
I love how our bodies just fit together.
I love the way you make me laugh.
I love the way you laugh.
I love the way you won't compromise yourself when we are together.
I love the way you won't let me compromise myself.
I love your thoughtfulness.
I love your tenderness.
I love your ability to speak without saying a single word.
I love the way we glance at each other across the room and know what each other is thinking.
I love the way, how even though we may be miles apart I still feel like you're right here with me.
I love your love for the things that interest me.
I love the way you let me live my life freely without jealousy.
I love how you demand respect but are not controlling.
I love how I would do anything in this world to make you happy.
I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.
I love the way your voice sounds over the phone.
I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper sweet nothings in my ear.
I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love.
I love your sensuality.
I love how our romance feels like the perfect romance movie.
I love how you are my soul mate.
I love the way you handle troubled times.
I love the way you respect me.
I love the way you protect and defend me.
I love how you feel when we cuddle.
I love the softness of your lips against mine.
I love the softness of you lips against my body.
I love laying in bed at night talking about nothing.
I love waking up to find we've been cuddling together all night.
I love the surprises you leave for me.
I love your intelligence.
I love your ingenuity.
I love your ability to make friends where ever we go.
I love your love for life.
I love your passion for your hobbies and interests.
I love how every time I look at you, you take my breath away.
I love how I thank God everyday for bringing someone as wonderful as you into my life.
I love the special moments that we shared that will remain my fondest memories of you and I.
I love spending the holidays with the one person I love the most.
I love how my heart skips a beat whenever you walk into the room.
I love how you love me.
I love how I love you.
I love the ways you choose to show your affection for me.
I love the way you inspire me to be more than I am.
I love the way you spark my creativity and imagination.
I love the way you make me feel like anything is possible as long as I'm with you.
I love your sense of humor.
I love the way you make me feel like royalty.
I love you just the way you are.
I love your spontaneity.
I love our life together.
I love how if I died right now I would be the happiest person alive knowing I found my one true love.
I love the fact that we will grow old together.
I love your way with words.
I love the way you look when you are sleeping.
I love your willingness to share everything and most especially your heart with me.
I love your strength of character.
I love taking showers together.
I love the way you treat me.
I love the way you take care of us.
I love the way you take the time to thank me for doing every day things.
I love the way you show your affection when we are around friends and/or family.
I love the way you are not scared to show your affection when we are in public.
I love your confidence.
I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.
I love the way you support me when I'm off track.
I love the way you take the time to show me how much you love me.
I love your beautiful hair.
I love your ability to talk things through.
I love your courage to be you.
I love your greatness.
I love the fact that you want to be with me and only me.
I love how I am and feel when I am with you!
I love you for you, My darling ~

Night Mare

22/03/2010

Dream-
Tonight I dreamed of something terrible, I saw that my beloved man cheated on me.. There were different girls he brought back to our room.. They were lying on our bed .. I can't really remember the scene. The only thing which is so strong was the feeling of heartbreak, when I saw them staring at me, I felt my heart was being pierced by a sharp knife, and I could hardly breath..

I decided to leave him, though he begged me to stay.. 'I don't want you anymore!' I said to him, with extreme frustration...I felt very very sad.. The feeling was so strong that made me awake..

Once I opened my eyes, I saw him still sleeping beside me, with his arms cuddling me.. I smiled to myself, what a stupid dream! I know for sure, this day will never come, he will never treat me like that.. because he used to say, I'm the person he loves and cares most.. I know he will never want to see me feeling sad..

I continued sleeping, decided to tell him this funny dream when we wake up together in the morning.. ^^

Decided to..

16/03/2010

Question-Recently, I've been quite close to his best friend, as we have similar topics and same hobby.. His friend is a very handsome and outgoing guy, he cares for me a lot, and we spend most of the time together when he been to work..

Until one day, he told me, he think his friend is falling in love with me.. I was very shocked as I never expect this to be happened..He asked me, what would I do, if his friend asked me to give him a chance.. 'What you want me to do?' I throw the question back to him.. He said, he didn't know.. But,I saw sadness in his eyes..

'I don't like him, no matter how many guys coming around, I won't like them too..' I told him, with smile.. I know for sure, there won't be any other guys who can treat me better than him.. And another thing I didn't tell him, is that he is the only one I love, and I have decided to love him, til the end of my life... :)

Best thing in my life

12/03/2010

There is something I want to remember in my life, to cherish a man who loves me so much and treats me so well..

That was a real busy day, which i suddenly have to rush back to Cheras from my hometown Alor Star. All the bad things came together and that was the worst day I've ever encountered. While I have to be in the hospital early in the morning on the second day, the flight tickets were no longer available, and I found out my friend was actually taking me for a ride, which really got me out of my head. Thus, with no other option, I was forced to take the express bus which I hate most. I departed at night, predicted to reach the Pudu Raya bus station around 2 to 3 in the morning. I was truly reluctant and desperate.. first and foremost, the long hours journey will make my joints become worse, secondly, the bus station is a very terrible and horrible place, especially in the early morning, where there are always unpredictable dangers hiding behind you.

Out of desperate, I told him about the whole situation. He asked me not to worry, and promised to fetch me from the bus station once I reach. Since the arrival time is totally unpredictable, he afraid he might not be able to wake up on time. Thus, he decided to stay awake for the whole night, and gave me a call infrequently to trace the location I was on. Finally, it was around 3am when I arrived, he fetched me all the way back to my hostel.

Who knows, there was another trouble occurred, my car which I left in my hostel throughout the holiday was unable to start!! Luckily he was there, helping me to check for the problem and found out that was because of the battery. It was truly a big trouble for me, as I don't know how to get to a mechanical shop to buy a new battery, and next even if I already bought the battery, how could I change it with the old one.. But the troubles were all solved by itself, when he told me he'll help me to fix everything. After that, he helped me to carry all the stuffs up to my room, which is on the third floor, though he was really tired..He sighed a lot, I teased him by asking what for he sigh? while I am the owner of the car, and yet I still feel so relaxing. He looked at me and sighed again, said that my problems are all becoming his.. ^^

After a few days, my friend told me she encountered the same situation too, but she faced a lot of problems when she had to fix the battery issue by herself, without anyone beside her.. I think I must be truly blessed to have such a nice man in my life, giving me all his love and protection, as if my guardian angel.. As long as he is by my side, I have nothing to worry..

With proud, I wish to announce to the world,
The Best Thing of My Life, is that I have Found You.. :)

Because..

01/03/2010

New House-Finally, we moved into the new house. Remember few weeks earlier, a night before we slept, he hold me in his arms and told me we are going to move into the new house, which is very big with nice view.. With joy, he described to me every part of the new house..the room and bathroom inside, the living room, the balcony, the kitchen..'What do you think, dear?'He asked. I smiled to him, 'As you like,darling.' I said, and closed my eyes...I did not want to make any comment, because the house has nothing to do with me, it was given to him by the club. I feel glad that he decided to discuss with me and always tell me everything happens around him, as if I'm a very important person, whom he wants to share his life with..

That was a busy day, for him at least, to drive down kl looking for new furniture, then rush back to pack and move stuffs from one house to another. He came back around 9pm, his voice following the door-opening sound, calling me come out for dinner. I walked out from the room, noticed 2 sets of Mc.Donald on the dining table.. While eating, I asked him where are the other friends, do they want to eat as well? He said all of them finished their meals in the car. 'Why you didn't eat in the car as well?' I felt sorry seeing his reckless and hungry face.. 'Because I'm your boyfriend.' He turned to his back, washing the cutlery.. Because he didn't want his girlfriend to have dinner alone at home.. He didn't notice that I was smiling sweetly. The food was cold, but I felt very warm inside..

One Love

25/02/2010

Unavailable-I noticed something funny, whenever I talk about someone handsome, or telling him the handsome guys who admire me, his facial expression will become very funny, I think I can really see some kind of jealousy behind.. :) There was once he accidentally saw the photo of my ex, which makes him more convince that I really interested in those guys with good look and fit body. And the funny part is I know that he always hint me to say that he is handsome too, but I just like to ignore him purposely, enjoying the moment to see him can't get the things he wanted..hehe..

Hmm..tell u what, in fact, my man is a very good looking guy, I enjoy looking at him whenever I wake up before him in the morning.

Well I think I'm a very simple girl, I don't like conflict, and I don't like to make my life so complicated and miserable. With that, I only love one person at one time. As long as my man loves me faithfully and treats me nicely, I will only love him for my entire life.. No matter how many guys with better qualifications come to me, I'll just tell them honestly, "Sorry, I already have a boyfriend.. And, I love him very much." ^^